Steve's story: 'Mum had been trying to cope on her own.'

Richard 'Ricky' Hewson, 78, was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease in 2013. Here, his son Steve describes the effect that this diagnosis had on his family, especially on Maureen, Steve's mum.

Steve and Ricky Hewson Your Story
Ricky with his son, Steve

Seeing the first signs

We noticed a change in dad four years ago. Subtle things like when he received birthday cards, he’d place them upside down on the mantelpiece. He’d also pretend to have read them when he hadn’t and he’d attempt to read an upside-down newspaper.

One day my mum was waiting at the bus stop with him and decided to pop into the bank for a minute, leaving dad at the bus stop. When she returned he’d disappeared. It turned out he’d just got on the bus - without her or a ticket.

The younger years

My dad was a member of the Royal Navy. He joined in 1954 and was discharged on medical grounds 12 years later following a head injury in a Jeep accident. For the rest of his working life, dad was in management at Bevan Funnell, Newhaven, specialising in reproduction furniture - a job he loved.

My dad also loved socialising. He was chairman of the darts team and pool league and could add up darts scores in his head in seconds.

Ricky and Maureen Hewson Your Story
Ricky and his wife, Maureen


Following diagnosis

For the first two years after dad was diagnosed with dementia, my parents were able to carry on life pretty much as normal. Then the situation started to deteriorate. However, my mum was determined to try to cope on her own, largely shielding the problems from me and my elder brother and sister.

I got a phone call one night from mum, asking me to come round to try and stop dad from leaving the house. Dad had got up in the middle of the night and was trying to go outside in the cold and rain in his boxer shorts - and this wasn’t the first time.

Mum had been trying to cope with all this on her own, playing down how bad the situation had become. We discovered that mum hadn’t really slept for two weeks and had been sitting up with dad to make sure he didn’t leave the house.

Getting the right care

After this incident, my dad was taken to hospital then placed in a care home in Eastbourne. My mum was travelling from Newhaven to the care home every other day on the bus. I could see the strain this was causing and got in touch with social services to see if my dad could be moved closer to home. I was told there weren’t any places available.

I’m a paramedic so I know the good care homes in the East Sussex area. I called a dementia care centre in Seaford to see if it had a space. Luckily, one had become free that very day and dad was able to move in as a permanent resident.

Mum does feel guilty about dad being in a home, despite the fact that my siblings and I have tried to tell her not to feel this way. She always spoilt dad and did everything for him. I think she didn’t want to believe it was happening. She wanted to keep him at home for as long as possible.

Mum understands though that she can’t deal with dad at home safely. The risk of him hurting himself is too high. She takes comfort in knowing that he’s now safe and professionally cared for.

He doesn’t always recognise us. Sometimes he harks back to his navy days and asks how many boats we’ve had to take to get to him.

He was a really good dad. He was also a very intelligent man. It’s sad that he’s ended up at the mercy of this cruel disease. However I’ve learnt that although it’s difficult, you’ve got to be really positive. Remember the good times and the person they were. What’s happening now isn’t him; it’s the disease.

Finding a care home

Good quality care that preserves dignity, treats people with respect and promotes independence can improve the lives of care home residents with dementia. Learn more from our helpful guide on finding the right care home.

Find support near you with Dementia Connect, Alzheimer's Society's comprehensive services directory for people affected by dementia in England, Wales and Northern Ireland.

If you need support and advice as someone caring for a person with dementia, you can call our National Dementia Helpline on 0300 222 11 22.


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Thank you telling that sory Steve . IT is encouraging to know that one isnt alone. We are in the early stages.
I hope Ricky is having some good times in the home.
Dot schwarz

Thank you for telling us about your Family & the complex nature of Alzheimer's Care. Your Mother managed for several years on her own & I congratulate her. However NHS have confirmed that Alzheimer's is a Primary Health Need , so should qualify for Continuing Healthcare benefits if sufficiently advanced & complex. An Assessment is required & a GP referral is the first step Families need to take. Once approved a Personal Budget is set up to pay all the necessary Care expenses . Ideally Care at home , but if necessary then a Care Home can be funded. This NHS provision is not means tested, unlike Care via Social Services.
Further details are on my website , launched after the death of my Wife Pauline, at
Best wishes Peter Garside

Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Peter. We've noticed through your comments that you have a lot of experience of dementia. Would you be interested in submitting a blog article for our Personal Stories section? If so, please email our team at [email protected]. Thank you.

Hello Peter - your story is like mine in many ways, except that when my dad went into long term care in 2012, my mum went downhill and passed away in 2015. My dad then died in July last year following a long battle (10 years) with Alzheimer's disease. It affects whole families, and the emotional and physical toll on relatives needs to be looked at more.

It so good to you continue to make us aware of this increasing problem of dermentia in our community at large and if course of finding suitable care homes who can help these suffers, family and friends. With an increasing aging population it is good that we are continually lest we forget and become complacent. Sorry state the obvious but it neede to be continually stressed until medications are improved and eventually a cure is found.

Thanks for reminding us the increasing problem we face with dermentia in our community also how it effects the sufferer, family and friends. Also the problem of finding enough suitable places in care homes. With an aging the problem the will only increase until medications are improved and eventally a cure found. We need to be continually reminded of this situation lest we become complacent.

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